What Does Thriving Look Like for You?

I've offered a few suggestions that researchers tell us is helpful when it comes to completing the stress cycle. We give our body what it needs and allow it to respond as needed. Many of these suggestions I have practiced and continue to practice. Most of the time they work; sometimes they were not quite enough.

Here's a suggestion as to how to tell the difference. For people who are aware of their body and its responses, just know. They experience a shift in mood or a relaxation of a physical tension. They feel relaxed.

For me, I had let so much stress accumulate inside me that although I could feel a bit better, I could not resolve my internal stress. I am also not particularly aware of my body and even when I am aware of my anxiety, I assume it is part of my identity and there was nothing that could be done about it except to power through. There came a point when I knew that my little engine COULD NOT keep going. I turned to trusted others for more intense support. (For the record, anxiety is NOT part of my identity!)

These experts in not only surviving but thriving taught me that incremental healing was still making progress. I began to celebrate the small victories and stay mindful of my need to close my stress cycle. This sounds like it took a conversation and a daily fifteen minute practice. It did not. This took years to figure out - over a year of serious work, built upon a foundation of years of other work. It took years for me to come to grips with what my stressors were without making excuses for them and doubling down on trying harder. Today, I notice stressors, I pay attention to how I survive them AND I understand that I need to intentionally find ways to close the cycle by letting my body know that I am not just surviving. This is not some 20 second endorsement, this is the by-product of years of work with small, incremental progress...until one day, I felt the shift. This shift is in my body, but as I said, it was a long time coming.

I repeat: this is not a simple fix. Next, I had to figure out what thriving meant to me. Just me. No one else got a vote. This was the hardest and best part of my Humpty Dumpty self being put back together again.

What about you? What would thriving look like for you?

Stop and Smell the Roses

For a month’s worth of posts, I (Scott) am critiquing my own past blog posts. I’m viewing this as an experiment in being willing to admit when I’m wrong, change my mind, and to do so publicly.

From yesterday, on the importance of avoiding complacency:  Over time, we actively pursue new areas and skill sets, but we don't stop the pursuit [of recovery].  Remaining alert means that we can acknowledge progress as long as we acknowledge that we must also continue the work.  

Ultimately, this is the gift of recovery.  As sobriety from the area of our unmanageability requires less focus, then our capacity to focus on other areas increases.  We are free, in other words, to address smaller problems with how we are living our lives.

There is no issue too small to address.  Whatever issues we have at a moment in time are the issues worth addressing.  At the end of the day, we are the lives we lead.  Our lives are the compilation of the choices we’ve made, the character we’ve developed, etc.  

If we simply relax and take our hands off the wheel, well, I wonder…are we living?

2021 Scott’s thoughts:

I think this last question is a good one. For the most part, it is important, at least to me, to live actively. To always try to create the kind of life I want within the confines life throws at me (which are sometimes very harsh and difficult to deal with). 

However, I would also suggest it’s okay, at times, to relax. To enjoy the moment’s where we have found peace. And, conversely, in moments where life is tremendously difficult it may also be important to relax for a few minutes, and not make big decisions, and not try to change everything at once just because the present moment is such a challenge.

So- let’s be diligent about becoming the kind of people we want to be. Let’s also give ourselves permission to stop and smell the roses.

Self-Worth and Self-Care

“Rest is not idle, is not wasteful. Sometimes rest is the most productive thing you can do for body and soul.”

Erica Layne

People who know their worth recognize the value of self-care. They rest. They relax. They allow time for restoration. Those of us who do not KNOW this, are forced to either hop on the hamster wheel of trying to prove it to self and others or find some way to numb the pain that is associated with living a lie - that we are somehow lacking.

Devaluing or inflating ourselves is living a lie and lies are hard to maintain. It rubs against our nature. It flies in the face of who God says we are. It requires massive amounts of denial.

The world feels like a scary place; I get that. I know, oh how I know, the anxiety born of wanting to please and not offend others. But I also know this - trying to win someone’s approval when I refuse to approve of myself is a waste of time. It’ll never happen.

So today, rest up. And think about it - if you were a person of value and inherently worthy, what kind of person would you want to be?